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Heyah!
1 min read
Oh, i havent been visiting deviant!
I'm hoping to upload more pics here soon!
I'm hoping to upload more pics here soon!
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my other portfolios :)
1 min read
inviting you to view my other portfolios
a much complete version is
my multiply site
just click link
www.frfefarfearz.multiply.com
my carbonmade portfolio is
www.frmirasol.carbonmade.com
feel free to view, comment, post suggestions, recommendations, etc.
i accept all your critics, positive or negative, whole-heatedly
hehe
a much complete version is
my multiply site
just click link
www.frfefarfearz.multiply.com
my carbonmade portfolio is
www.frmirasol.carbonmade.com
feel free to view, comment, post suggestions, recommendations, etc.
i accept all your critics, positive or negative, whole-heatedly
hehe
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today
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wedding of ep2 and abba is today
off we go to shoot!
Blinkbox photography
off we go to shoot!
Blinkbox photography
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its me. x_X
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now, the time has come
but im being coward
waaaaaaaaaaaaah
struggle.
but im being coward
waaaaaaaaaaaaah
struggle.
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a decision to make
2 min read
im no longer happy with what im doing.
i always feel the pressure.
its not longer productive.
yes. im well compensated. yes.
with this,
i can buy the things that i want.
i can live on my own.
i can sustain my "vice", my hobby, my passion, my photography.
i can fund my own little adventure to anywhere.
with this,
I CAN.
for all the things that "I CAN DO"
i find my happiness.
but once im in the real world.
in front of the pc
with my headset
and the scripts in front of me..
i lose my glow.
im like a robot.
and its not me.
i guess, ive been a robot for more than a year then.
it has to end now.
coz if not now,
i will never know when to stop.
i just have to hand this paper.
render 30 days
and voila.
that should be it.
haha x_X
ITS HARD man!
i guess i need to list things i would do. after resignation.
::do more photography
::make more money out of photography
::have to prepare for NMAT
::while waiting for june, i think i can manage another job. kanang ganahan jud ko!
::do more capo session. il be unemployed, so iL pay less! haha
::i wanna play soccer
::i wanna do physics-related work.. or masters! but i know i cant.. coz il proceed to med
::take care of med stuff, gotta find a scholarship
OHLALA..
i think this journal is helping me a lot
i always feel the pressure.
its not longer productive.
yes. im well compensated. yes.
with this,
i can buy the things that i want.
i can live on my own.
i can sustain my "vice", my hobby, my passion, my photography.
i can fund my own little adventure to anywhere.
with this,
I CAN.
for all the things that "I CAN DO"
i find my happiness.
but once im in the real world.
in front of the pc
with my headset
and the scripts in front of me..
i lose my glow.
im like a robot.
and its not me.
i guess, ive been a robot for more than a year then.
it has to end now.
coz if not now,
i will never know when to stop.
i just have to hand this paper.
render 30 days
and voila.
that should be it.
haha x_X
ITS HARD man!
i guess i need to list things i would do. after resignation.
::do more photography
::make more money out of photography
::have to prepare for NMAT
::while waiting for june, i think i can manage another job. kanang ganahan jud ko!
::do more capo session. il be unemployed, so iL pay less! haha
::i wanna play soccer
::i wanna do physics-related work.. or masters! but i know i cant.. coz il proceed to med
::take care of med stuff, gotta find a scholarship
OHLALA..
i think this journal is helping me a lot
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